Life issues - banking issues - working issues - Credit Card issues

So,

I finally got my American express card fixed up. It took 2 weeks and me getting involved to get it solved. The wonderful IRS didnt want to hand over the documents. So, I had to stay up till 1am and get it fixed. So thats one thing out of the way.

Step 2:

All my HSBC accounts are closed. And, all local banks here dont allow USD -> PESO over the ATM. I found one bank which can do it for me. BPI. So, I find somehting and now of course there is a problem.

A) The limit on the ATM card is 20K peso per day ($400). And the max you can raise it to is 50K peso (littler over 1k USD) wow :)

B) They want to know where the funds are coming from and giving me a hard time. I cant deposit legal money in the damn bank. Its ludicris

Step 3:

Work is just a blah! To say the least. I am surrounded by morons 24hrs a day. That dont want to work or just dont know how or whatever. Im talking about white people too. Asking me questions that they know the answer to. Then I have people asking me questions that i dont know then i got ask my boss and he gives a remark towards my qurstion. So why the hell should i bother? I really dont understand anymore.

Step 4: Life problems

I dono. My mom has a rare blood disorder called polycythemia vera. She will have it for the rest of her life and she neeeds to get 1 pint of blood taken out 3-4 times a year fun stuff eh?

My panic attacks are still the same. Im on 4 diff meds nothing is helping. Its just one big stress ball. I finally filed my IRS taxes and didnt have to pay thank god. So thats one less thing to worry about.


Final note: I just hope things get easier soon. I cant take it much longer. I really cant. People might think im being over crazy. But for me its a major thing and i really cant handle it any longer.