Some Good news for a change - yet still deressed

Well,

I finally have some good news to add to my blog of hate :)

My gf's visa for the USA was approved and we are going up to NY/FL for xmas and new year. And my boss was nice enough to give me a nice vacation time. Even with all this. I still feel depressed though. In the last few weeks. I've heard my aunt (fathers sister) is having mini strokes and my other aunt on my moms side isnt doing so well and she she be in hospis. And, well, As much as i dont want to think about it. My grandma is prob not doing so well either. She cant remember too much and she misses my grandpa. So who knows maybe this will be her last xmas? I hope not.

I was told I could stay till February on my money. I am thinking about it. Esp with all this going on. I might not get a second chance to see these people. Why does life have to be like this?

I guess the only thing i can pray/hope for is the holidays goes well. I really need it mentally and physically. I really miss my family and I miss my home.

Oh well. I'll let whoever reads this blog know. How it all turns out.

Wish me luck.